Wayward Son

Musician. Composer. Recovering perfectionist. Minister-in-transition. Lover of puns. Hijacker of rock song references. Questioner of the status quo. I'm not really a rebel. Just a sincere Christ-follower with a thirst for significance that gets me into trouble. My quest has taken me over the fence of institutional Christianity. Here are some of my random thoughts along the way. Read along, join in the conversation. Just be nice.

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The New York Update, and a New Blog

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Categories: General

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Hello? Is anyone there?

🙂

It’s been nearly three months since I last posted here about our upcoming move to New York City. Now that the dust has settled a bit, it’s time to bring you up to speed.

The move to New York went as smoothly as could be expected, but considering the magnitude of it all, it certainly wasn’t without its stress. First of all, we had to purge most of our belongings (especially furniture) because we knew we’d be moving into a dinky apartment and we didn’t know how much would fit in it. Between selling furniture and giving away what we couldn’t sell, during those last couple of days in our home, we literally had one place to sit in the whole house, and no television because the TVs were all packed up. 🙂

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Okay, It’s Finally Time for Some Big News

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So…after many months of hinting that something big was in the proverbial incubator–I’m finally ready to share it with whoever might be left reading this here blog. 🙂 Actually, I’m glad I waited, because the end result wasn’t even what I expected it to be.

We’re actually in our seventh year here in Denver. To say it has been a place of restoration and healing would be an understatement. The Wild One frequently tells people that Denver has added 15 years to our life. She has found her voice as an artist, The Director has made two short films here and written his first full-length script, and for the first time in I-don’t-know-how-long, I actually love the process of making music. (That could be a blog post all its own, but maybe later.)

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An Unusual Christmas

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Christmas has always been my favorite time of year. Some years have been abundant, some lean, some more stressful than others. But something in my heart has always resonated with the fact that despite the mixed history of Christmas (and mixed feelings about it today); despite it being basically a made-up Christian alternative to pagan solstice celebrations; despite the fact that there’s only a 1-in-365 chance that Jesus was actually born on December 25; despite the over-commercialism of modern times, and despite the now-political-incorrectness of it; despite all that, the Christmas season is still a special time. It’s still a time of year when people attach more weight to the non-tangible qualities of compassion, love and hope (some more than others, but still). Just the very appearance of holiday decorations, and the emergence of the same old Christmas songs–these things remind us that something’s different, special. And it’s still a time when we believers reflect on just how significant it was that God sent His Son into the world.

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Silencing the Menace of Fear

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Categories: General

Is anyone still here? 🙂

And before I know it, it’s been over four months since I’ve written anything on this here blog. And after I teased all three of you that something big was coming. 🙂  Sorry about that.

Something big IS coming from me, and a lot of why I haven’t said anything here lately is that besides being exceptionally busy, this has turned out to be much bigger than I thought, and has required a bit more incubation. But I won’t leave you hanging. I’ll share about it very soon.

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Still Here-Just Working on Some Stuff

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Categories: How I am

For anyone who is still tuned in to this here blog…just checking in to say I’m still here. Just been busy working on some things.

What things? Patience. But soon…

It’s been a fairly good season, but it’s also become apparent that our family is entering another time of transition, and I don’t know where everything is going to land. What I do know is that I’m feeling a deep nudge, even a sense of urgency, to work on music and to learn the skills behind composing/orchestrating, particularly for film and other media. I feel like opportunities are coming, and I need to be ready for them when they arrive.

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On Coming Back to Life

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Categories: religion, Things that Will Probably Get Me In Trouble

He is risen!

He is risen indeed.

The past few years, I must admit that Easter has been something of a bittersweet thing for me. The church buildings are packed with people (many of whom don’t attend but once a year), and for over 30 years, I was an integral part of putting the church’s best foot forward to receive them, in the hopes that some would actually return the following week. Easter (or Resurrection Sunday, as some prefer to call it over its more pagan moniker) is supposed to be a high holy day for the church, bigger even than Christmas. After all, the reason the Church exists–the reason we can have relationship with God–is that Jesus rose from the dead.

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Workin’ On Some Stuff…

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Categories: How I am

I haven’t written on this here blog in several weeks…

…”Thank you, Captain Obvious”…

…so I wanted to check in to say I haven’t fallen off the planet or anything.

In fact, I’ve been working on some stuff, some of which should be unveiled sometime in the next couple of weeks. Just taking my time to make sure everything’s right.

It’s actually a pretty exciting time for me, personally. After several years of seeking, searching, waiting, feeling kind of lost, (and as it turns out, detoxing), I’m finally beginning to feel like I have a track to run on, accompanied by rested feet that are ready to run.

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If I Had a Dollar For Every Blog Post I’ve Written Here, I’d Have $800

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Categories: Meanderings (look it up)

Um….wow.

I was all set to write something else this morning (and probably will, in another post). But I got sidetracked when I looked at my dashboard and saw that this would be the 800th post I’ve put up on Losing My Religion.

That’s a lot of blogging. (Instead of doing something else.) A lot of time on the computer.

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Changing the Calendar, Changing My Outlook

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Categories: Meanderings (look it up), moments of truth

Welcome to 2015!

I’m not sure what it is about the New Year that carries such significance for us as humans. There’s no real spiritual significance that I know of. Calendars are simply a way for us to mark time, and we don’t all follow the same calendar, at that. The Jews have their own calendar, for example; so do the Chinese. So the “new year” is actually different days for different ones of us. If you think about it, the New Year is just the changing of the calendar.

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Reclaiming Christmas (No, Not the Way You Think)

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jeff oceanIt’s Christmas Eve, and you’ll never guess where I am.

But let me back up a minute.

My family has been on a bit of a quest to reclaim Christmas. Not in the sense of “put Christ back in Christmas” like all the angry folks who feel like their nativity scenes are under attack by the secularists and the interfaith people. (Besides, if you go back far enough in history, turns out WE were the ones who superimposed Christ into “Christmas” in the first place. But I digress…)

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