Wayward Son

Musician. Composer. Recovering perfectionist. Minister-in-transition. Lover of puns. Hijacker of rock song references. Questioner of the status quo. I'm not really a rebel. Just a sincere Christ-follower with a thirst for significance that gets me into trouble. My quest has taken me over the fence of institutional Christianity. Here are some of my random thoughts along the way. Read along, join in the conversation. Just be nice.

by

True Passion

No comments yet

Categories: food for thought, link love

It’s been awhile since I’ve done this, but I felt like I wanted to link to my post today at Communitas Collective. It’s about passion. Here’s an excerpt:

A familiar quote that has been increasing in popularity in recent years comes from one Dr. Howard Thurman:

β€œDon’t ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive. And then go and do that. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.”

by

The Next Step

3 comments

Categories: How I am, Meanderings (look it up), My Story

So for those of you who have been tracking along on my journey…first of all, my apologies. Thirteen-days-no-blogging-here has to be a personal record for me.

Shortly after moving to Denver a year ago (!), I mentioned here that I was helping some friends with worship at a church plant they were/are doing–an…um…institutional church. I’ve talked on occasion about the irony and tension associated with that relationship, the various discussions we’ve had from differing points of view. After a year there, I’m still scratching my head a little, because I’m still a little baffled as to how I got the job in the first place. These guys know about my deconstruction and my feelings about institutional Christianity, and furthermore, they read this blog. If I had been them, I probably wouldn’t have asked me, because I would have assumed I would be trouble. πŸ™‚ But for some reason, they did ask…and I’d have to say it’s been a healthy exchange all around.

by

Experience Is a Teacher: An Email Dialog with a Reader

2 comments

Categories: changing mindsets, church, moments of truth

A few days ago, I received an email from someone checking out some of my older blog posts, and I felt our email conversation might benefit others. I am a few years down the road on my journey from when I started processing all this stuff, but as I wrote this brother back, I almost felt like it was a synopsis of the last couple of years of blogging. With his permission, I’m reposting the conversation, withholding the name for privacy’s sake.

by

So I Guess All This Writing and Writing Is Finally Paying Off

3 comments

Categories: Things that Are Amazingly Awesome

So last fall, I took a freelance writing assignment to contribute to the book pictured on the left. I cover the topic “Great Composers.”

Today I got my copies in the mail.

That’s right; I’m a published author. Aren’t you proud to know me? πŸ™‚

If you want a copy, you have to buy one. They aren’t shipping them out to everyone, you know. I just got mine because, well….I HELPED WRITE IT.

πŸ™‚

The Daily Book of Classical Music: 365 readings that teach, inspire & entertain

by

Sunday Meditations: The Big Deal About Sin and Grace

4 comments

Categories: Sunday meditations

For as many as are of the works of the Law are under a curse; for it is written, “Cursed is everyone who does not abide by all things written in the book of the law, to perform them.” –Gal. 3:10, NASB

It’s been awhile since I’ve done a Sunday meditation, but Galatians 3 has been stirring in my soul all week–and particularly the verse above.

by

What Do You Think About Anne Rice?

8 comments

Categories: church, food for thought

Anne Rice, the Interview with the Vampire author who in recent years became known for her faith in Christ, raised quite a ruckus on her Facebook page Wednesday by her reununciation of Christianity. Huffington Post reports on it here, but here’s just a tidbit of what she said:

“I quit being a Christian. I’m out. In the name of Christ, I refuse to be anti-gay. I refuse to be anti-feminist. I refuse to be anti-artificial birth control. I refuse to be anti-Democrat….I remain committed to Christ as always but not to being “Christian” or part of Christianity. It’s simply impossible for me to “belong” to this quarrelsome, hostile, disputatious and deservedly infamous group. For ten years, I’ve tried. I’ve failed. I’m an outsider. My conscience will allow nothing else.”

by

Not that All I Have To Talk About is the Weather in Denver, But…

1 comment

Categories: What the heck was THAT?

…can I just say this much?

I have never in my life seen so many rainbows in such a short period of time.

Living in the southern plains, I think maybe I’ve seen a rainbow once every couple of years. I’ve seen probably around 10 rainbows here just this summer. This interesting Denver weather.

Here’s the thing; afternoon heating in the summer makes storm clouds form over the mountains and head east. It usually means an occasional bit of rain for us, not much, but some. (The storms pick up steam (literally) as they hit the plains, so we see some pretty massive thunderheads east and south of here, but that’s another blog post.)

by

Sunday Morning Blogging–or, a Much-Needed Break

2 comments

Categories: Meanderings (look it up), What the heck was THAT?

This Sunday morning, I’m taking a much-needed break from leading the worship for the congregation I’m helping out.

No, I didn’t get fired for the sermon I preached. I was just kidding about that. (That actually went quite well, by the way.) This vacation of sorts was already on the schedule. πŸ™‚

by

Not Knowing the Future Is What Makes the Story Good

1 comment

Categories: Meanderings (look it up)

I don’t know about you, but I’ve had a lifelong struggle with making decisions, particularly large ones. I’m a lot better than I used to be (I think), but it’s still there. It’s mainly because I understand enough about cause and effect that I get afraid of what ramifications that decision might have for the future–what chain reaction it might cause, all that kind of thing. I also think it’s because for so many years I carried a misunderstanding about destiny. I used to see destiny as this divine goal or purpose God had for my life, something I had to live up to, and any decision I made would bring me closer to, or farther from, fulfilling said destiny.

No wonder I’m such a control freak. The stakes were just way too high.

1 2 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 81 82