Here is an excerpt from my latest post on the Communitas Collective blog:
I know there are a lot of us “out here” who for one reason or another have wandered away from church as usual. For me, there are times when I feel very peaceful about that. There are other times when I feel a twinge of guilt or fear, where my more “religious” side starts telling me I’ve lost my way. I don’t know if it’s the same for you. But it is especially strong when I’m in a place where nothing seems to make sense, where nothing seems familiar.
I’m a navigator by nature, to the point that sometimes I’ll miss the scenery on a road trip because I’m trying to place our location on the map! I think it feeds into my need for the world to make sense around me, my need to reconcile the books. Matching where I am on the map with where I am physically gives me some sense of security. The problem is–there is no map for this journey. Which means I can’t always figure out where I am. Which means (gulp) I am not in control….
Jeff,
I understand right where you're at. Sometimes by not going to church, when I loose my internal compass, and I have to really trust God, where the rubber meets the road. I often think I need to be going to church. So I can totally relate..
On an off subject matter: When you click on the "read more"link it comes up with an error..
Thanks,
Sabrina Trumbull
Sabrina,
Thanks for the comment, and for the heads-up. Don't know what happened with that link, but it's fixed now.